Highschool Girls Return

Coming home for the summer has brought back a lot of feelings of being in highschool, whether it be singing with Jenn in her car to old cds we made, not going out on the weekdays because I'm tired from work, mattie having a theme party, or just everyone being home, but what really took me back to highschool was this past week when I went out to eat with Hannah, Jenna and Andrea. We went to a restuarant in Cary to get dessert and someone Jenna and I knew from highschool worked there. I noticed her first and waved and then she saw Jenna and we realized she was gonna be our server.
Now, I had only one class with this girl and it was senior year and without me she wouldnt have gotten the grade she did. We werent friends outside that class and we werent really inside it either, but because of a lack of better people to talk to or sit with, we sat with eachother and did work together. Anyway, she was one of those girls who thought she was better than most people. I distinctly remember her being very angry about who made the Homecoming list because not enough of her "girls" were on it, and "they were the cool ones." And by definition this girl was in the "popular" group.. if thats what I have to call it. But she was one of the extreme ones, not associating with people who werent "cool" and giving attitude to anyone and everyone. Sometimes I thought it was cool that she had the balls to be that bitchy, othertimes I thought it was unnecessary. Now, she was somewhat nice to me, but if I showed up to a party where she was, I would only get a "hey", if that. Well anyway.. you might know who I'm talking about, you might not. It doesn't really matter.
Anyway, so as soon as she realized we were with Jenna, she directed all her attention to her and her and Jenna were never really friends either, but she was all in Jennas business asking her about school and stuff. She didnt say one word to me, other than do you want seperate checks. Like she really made a point to ignore me, completely. I don't really care that she didnt associate herself with me, it only made me feel bad for her, because she was still stuck in that ridiculous highschool mentality. And the funny thing is she always thought she was so mature, but I think if youre going to not talk to someone because you think youre too cool for them, than youre quite possibly the most immature person.
I even complimented her to Jenna when we left, saying that she looked a lot better than she used to, and yet shes still the same bitchy, pretenious girl she always was.
I would think that even in the later highschool years, people would stop being so selective with people they talked to. But shes already out of highschool, not doing anything with her life ( I know it because she almost failed highschool) and if anythign she is going to Wake Tech (which isnt bad in any way) but she probably isnt doing well there either. So for someone whose life is going no where fast, she should probably stop being such a snooty girl and accept all the people she can. Because she CERTAINLY ISNT BETTER THAN ME, I MEAN COM'ON NOW!

drinky drinky

So this isnt the post I said would be about people not growing up yet...that one is soon to come. This is one most of you probably won't like, but I really don't care.

So this post has two points, so Badders I'm not veering off topic.

First off:
I don't understand why people feel the need to take pictures of their fridges filled with beer. Yet, it happens quite often. It's like as soon as there are more than three cases of beer and two liquor bottles in the fridge, the camera has to come out and it has to be documented. But why?
I don't understand why its so amazing. Cool, people are hanging out, people are drinking, people bought/brought their own beer/liquor, so theres a lot in the fridge. The fridge will be empty by the end of the night, someone will go on another beer run. More beer/liquor will be digested. Sounds like a typical night of people drinking to me. Are you impressed or something that your fridge has soo much beer in it? Cool. Neato. Kids are getting drunk, Whats new? It may be one thing if only like 4 people were drinking from a completely stocked fridge and were going to finish it in one night *no you couldnt do it, so stop thinking you totally could. If you could, get yourself help now cause youre on the fast track to being a overweight raging alcoholic* So why take pictures of your fridge? You can see them on anyone's online photo album...We get it, you drink, your friends drink, you get drunk, they get drunk.. And on that particular night, a lot of you got drunk. Cool. Sweet picture, man. Keep up the good work.

Secondly...I don't understand the people who get really pumped about drinking or mad if they can't drink. This isnt anything new. I'd say atleast for my friends, we been drinking strong now since junior year *yea whatever, you drank before that.. you want a cookie or something* so... we've been drinking quite frequently for two solid years now and in the summer its 5 times more intense than it is in the school year. We all know what its like to get drunk, to do something you regret while being drunk, to hook up while drunk, to throw up from being drunk, to be hung over, tod o all the typical things a drunk does. But is that all anyones social life is now.. Uho... its past 9 o clock, why arent we drunk yet? What do you mean people don't feel like goign out tonight!? Who doesnt want to get drunk!? It got old. It got real old. Of course there are necessary nights where you need to drink like holidays, birthdays, good concerts *aka journey*, really awesome parties (like liannes week last summer or any of matties) but... I don't get how we can all jsut go out and get drunk all the time. Whats so fun about it? The only real reason I drank after the really new funness of it wore off was so I could hook up with someone.. well now that thats taken care of, I don't need to drink tha tmuch. I understand people like to drink. But to get angry when people dont want to, or to get so overly excited about it.. is kind of ridiculous. So one night passes.. you can surely drink the next night. Sure drinking games are fun, but still. I don't know. Don't take this as a OHH well don't invite robin, shes gonna bitch about us drinking. I don't care. I just dont get it.

And the let's go get high every night and day of our lives.. got real old.

nut licker

HOW DARE THEY KILL MARISSA. HOW DARE THEY!

My thoughts are... since they didnt confirm her death, that shes just really hurt and shell be messed up and thats why people are crying next season.. Or its totally unrelated. Either way, Marissa will come back. Whether alive or as an even more ghostly figure.. I dont care...shell be there. And I'll be there to watch her try to get through her lines.

Since people are complaining about the lacking of good posts.. ill post a good one tomorrow.. SO SHUT UP BITCHES. LEAVE THE COMPLAINING TO ME. Lick my nuts.

a lame post not worth your time

Because I watch entirely too much tv, I felt my pointless thoughts on finales was necessary.

First off: Thank God Jade got kicked off of America's Next Top Model. I wanted Joanie to win but I guess Gap Tooth is ok, as long as it isn't Jade.

Elliot shouldn't have gone home for American Idol... Clearly Kat blows. Taylor will definitely win.

I'm lame and watch 7th Heaven and I was thoroughly disappointed with that series finale. Long live the Camdens.

Grey's Anatomy.. uh YES! It was excellent. How dare they kill Denny and keep dragging out this Meredith and McDreamy stuff!

I really liked the new show What about Brian and the South Park Season has been beautiful and DEGRASSI is 100 percent intense and totally goes there.. Emma with anorexia WHO KNEW!

Finally...The OC finale is on tomorrow.. and I'M PUMPED. Who's gonna die?!
and The House finale will be sweet as well..
I really shouldn't watch this much tv.

And as for the Jimmy V post Anthony made a very good point:
A Errato 11 (9:29:50 PM): shouldnt you say "people who quote jimmy v are idiots" instead of "jimmy v is an idiot"? because if you are going to call jimmy v an idiot, it probably shouldnt be for something he said while he was dying, but for all the illegal recruiting practices he did in the 80s while the coach at state

He is in fact right.. the post was about the idiots who quote him.. not really Jimmy V.

Jimmy V Give up!

So I check everyones facebook profiles because I'm really lame, I'm probably reading yours right now. Anyway, I've noticed a really annoying quote under a lot of peoples favorite quote section. I just happens to be by Jimmy V and it just happens to be, Don't give up, don't ever give up.

Thank you, Jimmy for that really novel advice. I haven't heard anything so clever, so inspiring, so uplifting before in my life. Now, I will never give up. Never. I will eat the entire pint of icecream I set out to finish. I will play Mario Cart until I can kick everyone's ass. I will get that stain out of my shirt. All thanks to you Jimmy V. Thank you. Really.

Okie, so Jimmy V came up with this silly little quote. Inspiring, yeah whatever. People say a lot of dumb things everyday. Some of them shouldn't get written down and remembered. And this is just one of them. It's like a bad laminated poster in your middle school classroom, wheres some cute cat is hanging from the tree. But not only was this quote written down and remembered, people now have it as their favorite quote. A lot of people.

It would be one thing if these kids had a hard life. And I mean hard, not you still sucking your thumb til you were 12 and wetting the bed til you were 8. Sure, sure your dad may have been laid off his ritzy job and you could no longer afford Abercrombie and Fitch whenever you wanted, you might have had to get a job when you turned fifthteen, maybe you even got suspended or something from school. But I'm gonna go with if you live in Cary you probably had a pretty easy life, unless you had extremely deep rooted family problems, then ok.

But its not like the kids I see who have this on their profile grew up in the ghetto, had to raise their mothers 4 illegimate kids, try to get good grades so they could get in college, but kept having someone bring him down (I'm thinking that Derek dude from Save The Last Dance here). Then I'd understand the whole never give up shit. But these kids are going to good schools that their parents are paying for and the only thing they are told to not give up on is that next shot. "Come on Dude, one more. Don't give up now, you pussy."

I don't want to get some shit from people about how I don't know if your life is hard or not, because that's not the point. The POINT IS pick a more original quote for your quote section or your motto to live by. Because youre still alive aren't you...youre a good school YOU OBVIOUSLY HAVENT GIVEN UP YET. SO SHUT UP JIMMY V, YOURE NOT HELPING ANYONE. I'd give up, just to piss you off.

I couldn't help but wonder...

I just returned from a night of hanging out with my brother and these nights are always interesting and fun. We eventually always get to conversations of why people do this or that, and how they're wrong or whatever and I contribute my girl's perspective and he, his guy's perspective. So it always makes for an intriguing conversation. (to clear something up, this complaint is in no reflection of my brother, he just got me thinking about it)

So I got to wondering, why do guys act one way with their guys and then another way with a group of mixed people? Why is a guy two seperate people depending on the situation?

Of course everyone adapts to the people around them, you'll stop cussing around people who don't like it, you'll be more polite around elderly people, and you'll do more ass kissing in a minute to your boss than Sigfred and Roy. But there is a distinctness with certain boys, that when they are with their "boys" they are one person and with others they are another. Fortunately, I do not hang out with boys like this because I mostly deem them as superficial assholes...but for the sake of complaining I will devulge further.

The boys that have "boys" and have to act differently around them can be summed up in one word: Insecure. (and as stated many, many times before but just incase you missed it, I hate insecure people). Why else would someone have to be two people, unless they are schitzo.
These are the boys that if I were to go out with, God forbid I ever did, would tell you nice things (most likely to get laid) and we can hope they are sincere but most likely not. Then when you mistakenly put out, (because these boys don't actually know what they are doing), they run and tell all their friends about how, "She couldn't keep your hands off of me and practically begged me to have sex with her. So I stuffed her more than your turkey on Thanksgiving."

Ok, so yes, any disrespecting asshole would exaggerate about sex, it doesn't mean he is a two toned person, but I'm gonna go with that if you have to exaggerate about sex you are insecure, and therefore (if we learned how to do proofs in geometry, which i didnt really) if you are insecure you have two personalities.

Its the boys that have "boys", who have to act all tough around their friends, have to talk about all the sex they have had, and how fucked up they got and definitely recount all the drinks they had, just to prove that they outdrink their "boys". And why would someone do this... because they are insecure. Why would you have to make yourself look better than someone else, especially your friends, because really you dont think you are, but you want them to think so, so you can feel better about your pathetic self.

Insecure boys attrack equallly losery insecure boys and none of them will admit that they are insecure, we only know by their lame attempts to impress people and when they get drunk and accidently let out their secrets to unsuspecting girls, and then those girls inform the girl world and we all laugh behind your back. We're great aren't we.

So what I'm saying is, insecure boys move in packs, much like buffalo and you dont want to be plowed by a buffalo. It answers the question of why boys join frats, why college/highschool drop outs ban together, why meterosexuals are very good friends with other metrosexuals, and why all these guys happen to be assholes.

Being an asshole does not mask your insecurities boys, it doesnt make me think your dick is larger and that youre better than someone else. It just makes me think youre just another insecure asshole, just what the world needs.

This topic quickly turned from two personality boys to insecure boys, with no conclusion to bring it all together, but I hope you see that what I'm saying is, if you run into a group of boys that are insecure they are likely to be two different people. And although you think they might be sweet and all those nice things they said to you night before were quite flattering, its probably fake and the shit will hit then fan when you realize that they support their boys more than they support you and that you'll always lose. So if you want a healthy relationship, avoid insecure boys, you can't help them become more secure with themselves, you'll only make yourself more insecure and then I might not like you.

That ones for you, Pegasus. You're better than them <3 (to clear this up, this is not my brother. Pegasus knows who they are.)
And because I'm thankful for not having an asshole boy like that, because I got my tubs. <3

I love you baby.

Argh. This one will include a lot of people I know, which is good, the more people I can bother the better.

Now this one goes along with the last one about profiles. Of course its your own profile, its your space to write whatever the fuck you want, just like I can write whatever I want here, but I do question motives and meanings and reasons why some people write some of the stuff they do in their profile. So as everyday something new bothers me in profiles, I started thinking today about relationship involvement in profiles. And came to the conclusion that it just isnt necessary.

I used to think that when people had "I Love You's" to certain boyfriend and girlfriends in their profile or away message that it was just cute and sweet, but as I grew up and had an actual relationship (yes just one), I realized it just isn't necessary, and maybe almost juvenile.

You're in love (or think you are, what have you). That's great, I'm truly happy for you, love is a great thing. Im happy for the other person, you're happy for eachother. Everyone is happy. But why does it suddenly have to go public? Isn't your love for eachother enough, why does everyone else have to know about it?

Now, when I read people's profiles that say: I have the greatest girlfriend in the world
I LOVE YOU BABY, etc. etc.
I start to think that these words mean less and less and that they aren't sincere words.
These should be things between the two of you. Why must the world see it? If you've been with your bf/gf for quite some time, it would be assumed that you loved them, yes?
Wouldnt the other know it? I'm sure you say it to them. I sure they know how you feel, and how you feel. Or atleast I certainly hope so. I feel like sometimes its said to make others feel bad. Oh I have the greatest girlfriend in the world (because she just gave me the most amazing head and massage). (oh really cus my girlfriend does that a lot and me for her and we care about eachother and know that we're great that we don thave to publically tell everyone so that we ourselves can believe it.) * my attempts at pretending to be someone reading that away message*

My question is: If you have this great boyfriend/girlfriend and you love them, why does it have to be all over your profile about it? I find it quite cheesy. Your love for eachother should be strong enough on its own to not have to be plastered in your profile to justify your relationship to a world of people who don't care. If you're going to dedicate your profile to just one person, then you don't need to do it. Just dedicate your time and feelings for them, to them.

We're not 13 anymore. We don't need fuzzy stuffed animals or helium balloons that say I love you, to know that your bf/gf loves you and you certainly dont have to put it on the internet to let them know either. And if its your way of being proud youre in a relationship with this AWESOME person, then thats sad and pathetic. Be proud on your own, do let other people knowing about it make you feel better.

Well that's my Doctor Joy Brown post for the day. Yes it got cheesy, yes it called a lot of people out, but I do know that I will never ever have justify my relationship or any relationship by posting it in a profile.

Oh I've also seen a new development of photoalbums just completely dedicated to their girlfriend/boyfriend. Just sick. plain old sick. I really seriously, no doubt about it, almost threw up.

Put this in your profile if you licked Bowman's ass.

You know what I'm sick of? Do you? It's those stupid, "If you like to be anally ass raped by a cow with mad cow disease put this in your profile" lines that people put in their profile.

Wow...you like to break out into spontaneous dance parties. I'm sorry you know someone who died from cancer. You're not dying from school. Who doesn't like bagels, even if you were making fun of people. Gurf, I can't think of anymore, but I'm sick of it. No more. Take them off, please. Please. I don't care that you have a crafty little message in your profile that means you're included in something and you want others who are the same to announce it too.

TAKE IT OFF, NOW.
RIGHT NOW (meredith style)

GAH. This one sucked, but im annoyed with your silly profile antics. I'm annoyed.